31/12/208 wominutes before the arrival of year 2009. New year with same day basic 24hours a day. I got 3 things to do  1) quit smoking 2) Change of myself and 3) Get areal life out of 2009. Happy new year of 2009 to all my friends and enemy. May this year be better that year 2008. Ressesion is coming to.........

noticing my time running away bit by bit...most of the years i am working like hell and i don really celebrate any holidays with my family and friends...work work work...and sleep. I will be staying home too tired to go out when i reach hope late in the evening, rejected most of the gathering or parties organize by others. Am i really made of loneliness?Yes i do travel alot but still alone..ha ha ha or should i cry? haiz!!!.........what a great joke and the joke is about me............................

When GOD leads you to the edge of the life, Trust Him my son, Only 1 of 2 things will happen: eighter HE will CATCH u when u fall or HE will teach you how to FLY........

i never believe in religion.......only to my own hand........But now.......is it time to reconsider ? Please be with me....my hands....before faith over takes us. I am really tired...