alright riders there is a trip to the north coming up very soon. ko samui or phuket even betong not sure yet see chairman say what contact me for entry!!!

 

Do u all sometimes feeling like letting go everything u have or u are trying so hard to own it??? I do. I really thought of putting everthing behind including my memories behind and just get the hell out of the civilisation world, goin into jungle like a babarian arm only with a long spear hunting along the river side with only a portion of leaf covering my gental. I will go " wow!! wow!! wow!! ka ka ka!! umba umba!! when i spear fish and crab.....Forget about everthing electronic, concrete, love, house, bike, car, even my family....living in the wild is not that easy....starting a fire really require the correct material, weather and stoke...deseases....hunger cold everthing mother nature had created will come and hunt you down. Well it's really not that hard when u are given a chance to chose dead by mother nature/ or human creations...car cigarette, drugs, electronic wave whic has been benefactor to human. You alone in the jungle with mother nature. She can be nice to you and she still can kill you with one all mighty strike!! Getting away from humans, car loan house loan, jobs than eventually providing u food and material for your comfort and beside killing u slowly but giving out slow dead(too realiable to electronic and wave and gamma or preassure from work).

 

I have to admit that it is not a easy job but our an-sister did it.....well ofcourse with alots of dead and years of revolution. If u really lived with mother nature before, u will understand what a say.. beautifull mother nature but deadly. I choose to die in mother nature's hand. But i don think i have that guts to live with her yet...... but don force me till i have to choose...I hope not!!

 

What is human without everthing that surrounding use gadget and clothings. Any small creature belong to mother nature can survive but human?? without a torch at night..we can't even live for more than 3days, Panic and hunger will get control of us and human will release their real form.....selffishness. Believe me... your friend will kill u for your fleash, hunger after each other...they will fight for a seep of water on the dirt mud.... that's is our real form.

 

I don want it!! i don want it!! but sometimes there is a force that really make a person crazy!! thant's the world we are living in now and everthing that surround us. I am tired....really tired....of everthing.....My shoulder is so heavy..... burden in smashing me down real hard, sometime i stnad out side when it's raining  head facing up the sky, rain drop dipping on my face...lovely it's like mother nature touching my faces helping me to clean my soul washing away every doubt and fear down to my feet into the earth......weird by the same time mother nature seems to be angry with me too when the thunder of wip trying to hit me, Still i know that she can take me away anytime she want with her almighty strike!! By punishing me?? or taking me back to to her arms and suffer no more.....................................................................I am so confused..................I am so tired...........I try to make all my day with happy ending everyday..... But still i can feel that wisper from mother nature....to hang on??.......or......come .....to.....me.....child. 

Crappy time again yeah!! sit tight and get real life that might mahen to u soon.......or later

 

Brat pit was sitting at his dying wife's side."sleep now honey jolie" he told jolie. But Jolie kept trying to sit up with her last breath and said"darling ,b4 i die i need to tell u something,during last two months, i slept with your brother,your n\best friend and your father.""don't worry about it," said the husband, "  i already know.Why do u think i poisoned you?"