Well changing job for me is nothing new, But goin to new places is something really exciting to me, But my age is catching up with me these days making me wana slow down or maybe settle down somewhere really peacefull.....no more traveling to new work place, no more goin out without a home. I understand the rules in this world that's money is everthing. i am slave to money must i agreed, one day too i will be freee from this slavery but now is ot the time. I am happy with this company i am working with it's small but atleast there is no politics in it yet....... i am glad.

i can feel my room is getting dark...I know is my fault reason because i am afraid that darkness will swallow me the moment my candle burned out. I need another new candle to replenish my power,speed and strenght!!..what's about this recession making alot of ppl suicides. I am not week, i will fight untill the angel of dead summons me. For 32 years now i am fighting with army of darkness, rejecting angel of darkness recruitment....Staying on the bright side i does not make much.....but atleast i am shining bright!! Please woody stay that way till the day u are needed by mother nature. I will try my best only i need bright light to show me my path. May myslef be with me.....................I AM  competitive!! bring it on recession i am cutting u over like a cake!!

I am breaking down from too much stress from work.....i just wana end it as soon as possible!!

I remember that was sunday after my friends finished their work we 6 persons started our super bike heading to semenyih. It's where most of the superbike to there and sharpend their riding skills. 2 Vulcan 500, 1 harley 1300 and 3 er-650 naked. Hell of fun but the best part is after 10 kilometer from our starting point god started to pee on us. We are wet and the best part we lost our VERY INPORTANT PERSON the chairman head of out bikers, everyone panic and alot of idea came up, some wana go back, some assume chairman took the highway and me, i strated calling our chairman like hell. After everone nearly wana fire up their superbike and go home our chairman started calling back telling us he reached seremban already and at the moment all the sour faces ad negative thinking started to change in a grim. Sour fave become happy or smilely faces and wana turn back home change to let's GO!!!!.......hell of rider i think .... no chairman no riding..what the hell. Semenyih is a very beautifull place. I never knw that malaysia too had such a nice place it's a resurve jungle with water dam  big big dam and mokeys all around. The purpose of us is to sharpen our lapping or so called sharp curve cornering. It's 40 to 50 kilometer of non stop cornering and i must said that it's really sharp. Mokeys aution are looking at us when we are riding cool huh.  i don have any picture by now but i will keep it update soon.

Quit smoking!!!....failed...hay..... what the hell happen to my  will power....die loh this time

 

Today 03/01/09i got my er 650 n so  preparing to start my project north!!

 

31/12/208 wominutes before the arrival of year 2009. New year with same day basic 24hours a day. I got 3 things to do  1) quit smoking 2) Change of myself and 3) Get areal life out of 2009. Happy new year of 2009 to all my friends and enemy. May this year be better that year 2008. Ressesion is coming to.........

noticing my time running away bit by bit...most of the years i am working like hell and i don really celebrate any holidays with my family and friends...work work work...and sleep. I will be staying home too tired to go out when i reach hope late in the evening, rejected most of the gathering or parties organize by others. Am i really made of loneliness?Yes i do travel alot but still alone..ha ha ha or should i cry? haiz!!!.........what a great joke and the joke is about me............................

When GOD leads you to the edge of the life, Trust Him my son, Only 1 of 2 things will happen: eighter HE will CATCH u when u fall or HE will teach you how to FLY........

i never believe in religion.......only to my own hand........But now.......is it time to reconsider ? Please be with me....my hands....before faith over takes us. I am really tired...

 

Still in the pouring rain mood..nothing to say  celebrate or play with. I believe after next year only i can get something good coming.

 

Human like you and me, we all live together in a colony on this world called EARTH. Our skin may differ in colors, our language with different simphony, but we are te same. One is kind hearted when he or she has everthing to share and spare with, But when times come in desparate way, will we still be same and kind?? For what i see human and born to be selfish and greedy thoseare our defence mechannism. A vegetarian or so called green yuppies will she or he eat a corpse when time come and nothing left alive or to eat wit. Well we allow our own body consume your own fresh?? that's the question i wana know......not crazy for sure i am but it's written in our gene. I hope that time will not come. (like resident evil) he heh he.......... 

alright riders there is a trip to the north coming up very soon. ko samui or phuket even betong not sure yet see chairman say what contact me for entry!!!

 

Do u all sometimes feeling like letting go everything u have or u are trying so hard to own it??? I do. I really thought of putting everthing behind including my memories behind and just get the hell out of the civilisation world, goin into jungle like a babarian arm only with a long spear hunting along the river side with only a portion of leaf covering my gental. I will go " wow!! wow!! wow!! ka ka ka!! umba umba!! when i spear fish and crab.....Forget about everthing electronic, concrete, love, house, bike, car, even my family....living in the wild is not that easy....starting a fire really require the correct material, weather and stoke...deseases....hunger cold everthing mother nature had created will come and hunt you down. Well it's really not that hard when u are given a chance to chose dead by mother nature/ or human creations...car cigarette, drugs, electronic wave whic has been benefactor to human. You alone in the jungle with mother nature. She can be nice to you and she still can kill you with one all mighty strike!! Getting away from humans, car loan house loan, jobs than eventually providing u food and material for your comfort and beside killing u slowly but giving out slow dead(too realiable to electronic and wave and gamma or preassure from work).

 

I have to admit that it is not a easy job but our an-sister did it.....well ofcourse with alots of dead and years of revolution. If u really lived with mother nature before, u will understand what a say.. beautifull mother nature but deadly. I choose to die in mother nature's hand. But i don think i have that guts to live with her yet...... but don force me till i have to choose...I hope not!!

 

What is human without everthing that surrounding use gadget and clothings. Any small creature belong to mother nature can survive but human?? without a torch at night..we can't even live for more than 3days, Panic and hunger will get control of us and human will release their real form.....selffishness. Believe me... your friend will kill u for your fleash, hunger after each other...they will fight for a seep of water on the dirt mud.... that's is our real form.

 

I don want it!! i don want it!! but sometimes there is a force that really make a person crazy!! thant's the world we are living in now and everthing that surround us. I am tired....really tired....of everthing.....My shoulder is so heavy..... burden in smashing me down real hard, sometime i stnad out side when it's raining  head facing up the sky, rain drop dipping on my face...lovely it's like mother nature touching my faces helping me to clean my soul washing away every doubt and fear down to my feet into the earth......weird by the same time mother nature seems to be angry with me too when the thunder of wip trying to hit me, Still i know that she can take me away anytime she want with her almighty strike!! By punishing me?? or taking me back to to her arms and suffer no more.....................................................................I am so confused..................I am so tired...........I try to make all my day with happy ending everyday..... But still i can feel that wisper from mother nature....to hang on??.......or......come .....to.....me.....child. 

Crappy time again yeah!! sit tight and get real life that might mahen to u soon.......or later

 

Brat pit was sitting at his dying wife's side."sleep now honey jolie" he told jolie. But Jolie kept trying to sit up with her last breath and said"darling ,b4 i die i need to tell u something,during last two months, i slept with your brother,your n\best friend and your father.""don't worry about it," said the husband, "  i already know.Why do u think i poisoned you?"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There is vancancy in thailand for me in a factory........Nice i alway wana work oversea. Thailand is really not a bad place to be in and get over with...Freedom.......free-----dom----- TO BE OR NOT TO BE.I like the living overthere nothing to worry alots of thing to eat. People are friendly too. U don need any safety helmet to ride a bike u know he he he... and pretty girls like me tooOOo... i like them toooOOo hhmn.....wana get out of my own country..... sad sad and happiness try it and find it out. After i resigned i will fly over to dupai to vist my friends and wana go the 7 stars hotel and pee on it ha ha ha. Wish me luck that i will not be caught by the law enforcement over there h ah ah a. Fuckers here i come!!

 

A trip to the north is about 700 more or less from port dickson to thailand betong or hattyai. Betong trip is more relax on the riding flank by mountains flora. The air is cool and less car using that road....it's quiet ride all by my self..greek to thai border is about 60 km.Erm.......do u guys now after world war two all the communist move to betong?that's what i heard and the best thing about betong is that the are really friendly andthey speak chinese. they are decendance of worrior from world war two and some old warrior is still living in their old age. They are good in medicine and healing which they leard from ww2. The buddish monk there is very old too but powerfull and the river is alway lifely with fish(i don know what fish). The foods there are nice I myself eat 3 bowl of rice with Pak KU TEh and roast duck drum stick he he he. But i miss betong communist hide all ww2 war hiding museum and some where there when u caught fish u cook on the spot. it's a ice and peacefull place to stay. I wana die there

............tell me more about thailand and whre to be please if u know anything that i don now

 

 

 

From a main contrator goin in to developer firm i had achived another break through. All these years my hard working spirit and never give up really come to reallity on 31 years......I am happy with my target. It's time for me to make my last stop.

sorry buddies these few months i don have time to add some crabby jokes to my blog cause my company is preparing for ISO19001(I-ass-hole19001) and OSHA 18001(oh-shit18001) and sadly i happened to be the internal auditor(Back stabber). So i am so busy snooping ppl's paper work and stab them on the back!! man about the 12 may china earth quake i also don know. Hope our chinese buddy survived that. Hey china buddy are u all ok and stil alive?? So back to our comapany.......shit!1 is how i describe them, Why must i be the bad person....but i like my job he he he. That's why i called my department blaming and framing deaprtment ha ha ha. After the audit i am running to thailand to do prayers.

All right fiends, seems like i am a year closer to my grave, maybe u guys may want to start early on sending consolitation money before i R.I.P in future. I am not superstitious about taking dead money early. So whoever had read this beter pay up me money or i wil haunt u when i really die...in your sleep he he he. SO on may 10th it's my 31 aniversary i am stil alie and kicking oh!don forget to sent in present too and my dead money ha ha ha Double score!!after 8 years of working hard on the 2 jan 2008 i am a senior officer now...and all the time i spent just to get myself right up again....i can't remember when was the last time i celebrate my birthday...but one day but maybe some years later i will invite u all ok. Celerating or not is nothing to me now..i already get used to it already...Alone all the time thinking about myself and my future. Beginning of this year aged 3o i got what i wanted...yeah hell closer to go now buddy and i am rady to face the dead before i got any commitment!! Sometime really tire of life somethime still don feel like leaving this world...Human denial is the last resort.

 

So sorry Mr. Woody don have any jokes to tell right now cause i am working. Don wana boss caught me and have a reason to fire me right ha ha ha. Thailand and china i will be visiting u before end of 2008!!!