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Well changing job for me is nothing new, But goin to new places is something really exciting to me, But my age is catching up with me these days making me wana slow down or maybe settle down somewhere really peacefull.....no more traveling to new work place, no more goin out without a home. I understand the rules in this world that's money is everthing. i am slave to money must i agreed, one day too i will be freee from this slavery but now is ot the time. I am happy with this company i am working with it's small but atleast there is no politics in it yet....... i am glad.

i can feel my room is getting dark...I know is my fault reason because i am afraid that darkness will swallow me the moment my candle burned out. I need another new candle to replenish my power,speed and strenght!!..what's about this recession making alot of ppl suicides. I am not week, i will fight untill the angel of dead summons me. For 32 years now i am fighting with army of darkness, rejecting angel of darkness recruitment....Staying on the bright side i does not make much.....but atleast i am shining bright!! Please woody stay that way till the day u are needed by mother nature. I will try my best only i need bright light to show me my path. May myslef be with me.....................I AM  competitive!! bring it on recession i am cutting u over like a cake!!

I am breaking down from too much stress from work.....i just wana end it as soon as possible!!

I remember that was sunday after my friends finished their work we 6 persons started our super bike heading to semenyih. It's where most of the superbike to there and sharpend their riding skills. 2 Vulcan 500, 1 harley 1300 and 3 er-650 naked. Hell of fun but the best part is after 10 kilometer from our starting point god started to pee on us. We are wet and the best part we lost our VERY INPORTANT PERSON the chairman head of out bikers, everyone panic and alot of idea came up, some wana go back, some assume chairman took the highway and me, i strated calling our chairman like hell. After everone nearly wana fire up their superbike and go home our chairman started calling back telling us he reached seremban already and at the moment all the sour faces ad negative thinking started to change in a grim. Sour fave become happy or smilely faces and wana turn back home change to let's GO!!!!.......hell of rider i think .... no chairman no riding..what the hell. Semenyih is a very beautifull place. I never knw that malaysia too had such a nice place it's a resurve jungle with water dam  big big dam and mokeys all around. The purpose of us is to sharpen our lapping or so called sharp curve cornering. It's 40 to 50 kilometer of non stop cornering and i must said that it's really sharp. Mokeys aution are looking at us when we are riding cool huh.  i don have any picture by now but i will keep it update soon.

Quit smoking!!!....failed...hay..... what the hell happen to my  will power....die loh this time

 

Today 03/01/09i got my er 650 n so  preparing to start my project north!!

 

31/12/208 wominutes before the arrival of year 2009. New year with same day basic 24hours a day. I got 3 things to do  1) quit smoking 2) Change of myself and 3) Get areal life out of 2009. Happy new year of 2009 to all my friends and enemy. May this year be better that year 2008. Ressesion is coming to.........

noticing my time running away bit by bit...most of the years i am working like hell and i don really celebrate any holidays with my family and friends...work work work...and sleep. I will be staying home too tired to go out when i reach hope late in the evening, rejected most of the gathering or parties organize by others. Am i really made of loneliness?Yes i do travel alot but still alone..ha ha ha or should i cry? haiz!!!.........what a great joke and the joke is about me............................

When GOD leads you to the edge of the life, Trust Him my son, Only 1 of 2 things will happen: eighter HE will CATCH u when u fall or HE will teach you how to FLY........

i never believe in religion.......only to my own hand........But now.......is it time to reconsider ? Please be with me....my hands....before faith over takes us. I am really tired...